The work was really good this week, We watched conference down in Lucena at the stake center on Saturday and Sunday. It was great! Really inspiring. Im excited to study the talks a little further.WE HAVE A BAPTISM next week! It's our deaf investigator Michael and he chose me to baptize him! Everyone else that we had scheduled for next week we felt aren't quite ready yet. They just have to show some more change and get a little bit more spiritually ready. We want converts, we don't want to baptize anyone else that will come to church for 3 weeks after their baptism and then go inactive. There are too many of those already here in the Philippines. We work with all of those kind of members now that were baptized 10 years ago because a missionary thought they were ready when they came to church for one week or read a few pages from the BOM. Its got to stop. These people will be baptized that's not a problem. They are so willing that I could have 100 baptisms by the end of my mission honestly, but what would be the use if we don't hold on to the fruits of our labor. We've been working hard on reactivation. Thats what is really fun, is getting in there with a less active, you really just get to know them, share a little message, and use the inspired teaching method. We sit back and be quiet for a little while, let the spirit come in and if you listen, the spirit will give you the question you need to ask.Its amazing that way. And you just ask the question, help them open up a little bit, and often times, these people have a testimony, but they haven't felt the spirit in so long that they have given up. They went the way of the world, and as Elder Ballard talked about, the gap between the church and the world is increasing each and every day, so the world swallowed them up, and they lost that spirit they had felt. How do they get that spirit back? The Book of Mormon. If they read they can feel that spirit again. Its really amazing when you see that light come back in to someone who hasnt felf it in so long.
Thats the good part of the work is when people do come back, Thats when your spirits are high, but there has been times where spirits can drop a little bit, when Im sweating, and hot, and weve walked 5 kilometers up a mountain to find a less active family that we thought was progressing, just to find that they are drunk, asleep, hiding from the Elders, or not home, Theres been frustrating times when almost every single appointment in our planner fell through, and theres been mornings when I wonder what Im doing when I wake up all sticky, in a pool of my sweat, But its all about your attitude, Its about turning outward in the character of Christ, when you do that, your spirits cant be down for too long. I received some really great inspiration from Joseph Gibbons Letter this week. He said, Its all about waking up for someone else. Right now for our investigators, In the future for my wife, and then even further down the road, for my own family. When your waking up for someone else, sleeping in becomes quite a task.
Thats what its all about. Becoming selfless. Its about turning everything over to god, but the only thing god cant get without your permission is your will. If you turn your will over to god, he can make you so much more than you can be on your own.
The church is true,
Love you all,
Elder Johnson


